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At 38, Lori Benson, an aspiring filmmaker living
in downtown Manhattan, was relishing life and motherhood with her one-year-old
daughter Talula. Then a single phone call changed her life forever: it was
her doctor; the diagnosis was breast cancer; and surgery was
imperative.
Mixing verité footage, with home videos and family photographs,
this 34-minute film, is an intimate autobiographical portrait of Lori's
battle with breast cancer. The film offers a glimpse of her life after she
received the news - the complicated and often confusing medical choices,
the doctors' visits, surgeries, chemotherapy and search for alternative
therapies, as well as the support and encouragement she receives from loved
ones, and tender moments shared with Talula.
Though the film tackles emotional subject matter, it is not without
lighthearted moments, as Lori displays an uncanny ability to find the
humor in difficult situations. In the midst of her first chemotherapy
treatment, she reads the laundry list of side effects she may experience -
"chest pain, confusion, difficulty breathing, drowsiness, mouth sores,
nausea, vomiting" - and jokes that dealing with this information would
have been a lot easier to take if she were at home with a
'big drink.'
Lori recalls her initial reaction to her filmmaker husband's suggestion
that they bring a camera to their first doctor's visit. Her immediate
response was an emphatic "no!" But, "a day later,"
she said, "a friend showed up anyway...and began filming me as I
headed out to my first appointment... After the dust settled a bit, I
noticed a bunch of DV tapes sitting in a box. It was the tapes from
those beginning days. I started to watch them and was stunned at what I saw.
I saw myself: me with breast cancer. I saw my friends gather around me
in support and love...me breastfeeding Talula for the last time...me
walking through the surgery doors. I knew, in that moment, I had to make
this film."
Dear Talula is a portrait of a woman whose grace and courage allow
her to transform her breast cancer diagnosis into a journey of self
discovery.
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